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[01 Sep 2007|10:52pm] |
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I pretty much need a job. . .something that I'll like, maybe with kids? I'm at a loss here. I applied to Best Buy a few days ago even though someone told me that they didn't treat their employees the best. I either want something electronic or involving helping people. . .any ideas??? I NEED MONEY!!!
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| Japanese exchange students |
[05 Aug 2007|07:08pm] |
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well, they've come and gone again. It was nice seeing people again! I hope to see more friends soon. People of our class kinda suck at keeping in contact. . .someone CALL ME, I love hearing from people.
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| Birthday presents |
[20 Jul 2007|01:29pm] |
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It doesn't look like anyone is reading my journal anymore but I'm going to write this anyways! I'm trying to get enough money to get a tattoo before my parents get back from Europe and I'm $120 short. If you are planning on getting me a birthday present to begin with, you can use that as an option for a gift. I would greatly appreciate it!! My parents get back august 5th so if you can, please help!!!
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| return of the king |
[08 Jul 2007|12:57am] |
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Man. . .I haven't written in here in a LONG time. Looks like now would be a good time huh? Well. . .let's see, things that I need to address. I need a drivers license, a working car, and a job. . . I'm a bum . . .Being out of high school is pretty sweet especially the free schedule!! I wonder if anyone bothers checking my journal anymore. . .well if anyone is reading, I will try and update it from now on!!!
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| human instinct. . . |
[03 Aug 2006|09:51pm] |
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Why is it that every human has to be pessimistic about themselves? I'm having a horrible day and I'm only blaming it on myself. . .I totally got ignored while hanging out with friends today, my ulcer acted up and I needed to get Zantac again!!! I need to actually DO something this summer. . .I never do ANY of the plans I think of at the end of school, partly because all of my friends who talk to about abandon me. . .yeah,i KNOW people. . .doesn't mean they care apparently. . .
On another note, I also can't find anything about me that I could be "remembered" for. . .any ideas? I mean something significant, something worth being proud of. . .all I can think about when I think of pride is having Abby. . .is my life really that simple. . .? Am I simple. . .?
Life is one hella of an emotional knot. . .
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[01 May 2006|12:11am] |
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I think I know what death feels like, the slow decay of human soul. Nothing quite describes the time that seeps through your mind while you wait for the end. There's no light at the end of any fucking tunnel, there's only silence. . .absence of emotion is true pain, and open heart that bleeds like a scourge through the masses. I haven't seen hell, I am hell, and the next day I'll dissipate. Hollow tears hold no remorse for their bearer, just a quick drop and melts for opportunity. What is the meaning of life, is it to live to one's potential, some simple pleasure that keeps emotion at bay? The body is a maze of emotions and morals are the gates at which we control the flow, or possibly don't. . .You never know what you've had until you feel it bleed, the pain shocking your soul into submission. Love is a hunt for self-sacrifice, need, and dependancy. Shallow and deep can be one in the same when layered, what's to stop one from rising above the other? Like a silent assailant it could strike and the next moment, vanish into another's eyes. Pain is fuel, it lights inner passions and leaves in a slow simmering fashion. Like poison, affection captivates your soul until you lose free will and paralyze prediction. Once blinded, you submerge and soak your surroundings in. Then you kick for air and sink deeper until taken by the hope. Once on bottom, you dig and find your home only to find that every room is another path. You ponder futilely and inebriate your chances of clear apprehension of choices set upon your table. I can't feel my soul, like rain I come and leave with complexities. One chance of inner peace is splashed in particles as I lay and crumble. Aphotic clouds curtail my reason until my voice transforms to white noise. Silently creeping through beds of gold without catching a single token, I spiral in indecision to fulfill my destiny and catch my prize for pain. . .
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| yay life. . . |
[05 Feb 2006|08:51pm] |
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I hate every ref that worked that Superbowl game. . .that was such bull. . .
In other news, my life sucks. . .I only have one thing going for me. . .
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| argh. . . |
[30 Oct 2005|05:53pm] |
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So on Friday I went to kids night out, it was pretty shweet. I stayed up the whole night even though the kids went to sleep around 1pm. I'm sooo going to do the second one this year, total awesomeness. I think I tired out the kids. . .I was running and screaming like the whole time, good stuff. As soon as I got home. I ate a lot of food and went to sleep, woke up at 4pm. I implore you all to do kids night out, unless you hate children. . .losers. . .until we meet again.
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| Why can't people ever learn. . .? [hanashimasen] |
[05 Aug 2005|06:45pm] |
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yeah. . .so apparently there's a rumour going around saying i'm going to have sex with my girlfriend tomorrow at Island Lake which is NOT TRUE. . .whoever started this rumour will be in deep deep shit when I find out who started it. . .this is a public service announcement. . .
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| I got a free '76 Monte Carlo!!! muhahaha |
[28 Jul 2005|10:22pm] |
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I just picked up my Monte Carlo today, let's just say it's going to need some interior work on it. . .apparently there was a mouse living in it. . .I saw it run away as I put the car up on the dolley to tow it. Yup, I washed it once we got it parked and I aired it out, tomorrow I'm going to clean the inside. . .yay?
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